9 And let us not be weary in well doing: for in due season we shall reap, if we faint not.
10 As we have therefore opportunity, let us do good unto all [men], especially unto them who are of the household of faith.

                                                                       Galatians 6:9-10 (KJV)

     Have you ever had those times when you do good, and do good, and do good, and feel like you aren’t making any progress?  You are nice to other people, but nobody seems nice to you.  Other people are “getting ahead,” but you are going nowhere.  And, you wonder if the old saying of “the good guys finish last” is true?  Then, you wonder if you shouldn’t bend your values and your kindness a little, so you can get ahead too.
     I think many people have been to this spot.  Should we bend our values, give up, or keep going and hope?  God answers our question in Galatians 6:9-10.   Keep going!  Do well and don’t give up.  If you don’t get tired, if you don’t stop, if you don’t give up, if you don’t bend your values, then you will be rewarded. 
     It is this message that led me to keep going with my business, DUO Inspirations.    I was frustrated that I wasn’t getting the amount of sales I wanted or the exposure and following I wanted.  I was thinking about giving up or taking short cuts that I didn’t believe in to get more views and more likes.  However, God gave me this message and I held it close to my heart. 
     This year is already looking more exciting than previous years.  I can’t wait to see the rest of the year, not only in business, but in other areas of my life as well.     

2 By whom also we have access by faith into this grace wherein we stand, and rejoice in hope of the glory of God.
3 And not only [so], but we glory in tribulations also: knowing that tribulation worketh patience;
4 And patience, experience; and experience, hope:
5 And hope maketh not ashamed; because the love of God is shed abroad in our hearts by the Holy Ghost which is given unto us.
                                              Romans 5:2-5 (KJV)

 
                                                                                                        

     God has been prompting me to take my tribulations with grace lately.  LOL.  Hmmm.  He must be telling me that I complain and worry too much.  So, I have obediently been trying to take my troubles with grace and trying not to worry or complain with each obstacle or disappointment in life. 
     I put on my happy face and things are going well for the first obstacle, and the second, and the third.  So far they are only little things.  I may normally get a little annoyed or discouraged with these things, but so far I am able to keep my happy face.   I am feeling really good.  I am thinking to myself, “Hmmm.  Yes, taking tribulations with grace really helps.  God has something here with this attitude.”
     Then, my back starts to hurt.  I am good at first.  I smile and know that it will get better soon.  Other small tribulations come up and I try to smile.  At this point, I am thinking, “Hmmm.  Okay God, I know you said to take tribulations with grace, but after a while, it doesn’t get so easy. “  I joke about it with a friend and say, “Maybe God is trying to give me a lot of practice.  LOL.”
     My back still hurts.  It is starting to weigh on me physically and emotionally.  It is difficult to do things with a sore back and not being able to do things isn’t very fun.  I am not able to help my husband, as I want at the moment.  I am not able to be as productive with my business as I would like to be at the moment.  This is starting to bring negative thoughts and questions.  I have been complaining some.  It isn’t easy.
     Thankfully, spiritually I am doing okay, because I know that God will give me what I need at the time I need it.  I know that God will overpower even my negative thoughts and my complaining at some point. 
     I have been thinking about the elderly and other people who suffer with chronic pain and how they must feel.  I am sure it is a thousand times worse than what I am experiencing.  I think that maybe the back pain might be a lesson that helps me care for others better and feel more compassion.  It could be a result of me not treating my body well and it is a lesson to teach me to treat my body better. 
     So, what is the message?  You got it!  “Take tribulations with grace.”  I am thankfully God is merciful, because I still need practice with that one.  But… I will try.  LOL.


P.S.- Please pray for healing in my back and my attitude, so that I can "take tribulations with grace."  Thank you.

“Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new."
                                     2 Corinthians 5:17 (KJV)
 
     I have felt a change in myself lately.  I have been in a kind of a rut, a plodding through life without much direction or a hope, but no clear direction and validation.  However, recently, I have felt a warm, comforting feeling.  It feels so good at times, that I want to thank God from the top of my lungs for the whole world to feel.
     So, what has changed?  Am I all of a sudden rich, worry free, or without issues?  No.  That isn’t it.  I still have the same financial issues and daily problems as I have in the past.  Yet, they don’t worry me nearly as much at the moment.
     The thing that has changed is that I have been spending more time focused on God.  I have been praying about what I want to do and how I should do it.  I have been finding ways that support my end goals and doing them, instead of just talking about them.  I have been reaching out more and trying to meet new people.  I have been reading the Bible more and praying more.  I have been trying to be more thankful and trying to give God the credit.
     I like these changes.  I do feel like a “new creature.”  I feel like I have a bunch of things to work on, but I feel God is with me.  I don’t feel the need to worry about it too much.  And, for the first time in a while, I feel like I have a direction and validation for what I want to do.
     It is always surprising when I feel good while focusing on God more in my life and wonder why I haven’t been doing it all along.  Why would I not?  Why would I not want this good feeling I have right now?  But, even more importantly, why would I want to be away from God for even a second?  I like this feeling. 
     I am finding that the second part of this verse is also ringing true, not that I would doubt God’s word.  Not only am I being transformed, but also old feelings, old ways, old thoughts, old hurts, also seem to be falling away.  I feel so thankful!
 
     So, what do you need to “pass away” for fall away?  In which way do you need for feel like a new creature?  How can you get closer to Christ, to focus on Him more in your life?